Dear Grace,
The Cream
I tried the cream and it sort of works. It makes the hair easier to pull out, but not as the instructions say with respect to using the comb. Instead, I still needed to you a body trimmer. That said I did not get much irritation.
You did not like to much body hair and would remove it from my armpits. Some women like body hair, others definitely not. Some like it just on the chest, others like it removed from everywhere else. Some like no hair anyway, bar the head, arms and legs.
Not very motivated
I am struggling to find the motivation to write my journal or do any Spanish. Hopefully I get my mojo back again. Instead, I have been focusing on boring admin stuff.
I am also progressing further research on your heritage, asking for some more advice from the Maluku Museum in the Hague and if the local government office in Siri Sori on Sapura has more information on your Grandfather. I want to eventually share things with the kids, but I don’t feel anything positive towards Sarah anymore and I am not sure Rutger is receptive towards and also how I would interact with him. 3 years have passed and the ability to connect with them seems to be get harder.
Talking about the kids
I spoke with K about the kids. She is wonderful, empathising with me and also, because of her own experience, seeing it through the lens of the kids. I have to say though it is like a trauma for me and there is no trust with the kids as a result.
Happy New Post on Facebook and Instagram
I’ve done a Happy New Year post for us on Facebook and Instagram.
I love you,
David.
